Stop, I want to tell you.
Stop trying to be happy. Stop wishing for happiness. Please, stop. Stop making things and people and every other things responsible for your happiness.
That’s what every religion and faith is trying to teach you. Acceptance. Keikhlasan. الإيمان بالقدر خيره و شره
You’ve had a great life. You’ve made the choices you believed in. You are loved. Everything that did not happen doesn’t matter.
No, really, they don’t.
What matters is now.
Be happy. Now.